for real this time (w/out q. 43 & 44)

i've decided that i also wanna answer these questions seriously so they make more sense. i am excluding questions 43 and 44.

1. How are you feeling today? depressed

2. Will you get far in life? hope so

3. How do your friends see you? sad, withdrawn

4. Will you get married? maybe

5. What is your best friend's theme song? something in your mouth by nickelback

6. What is the story of your life? 2 long 2 put in this post. i'll put it in another post.

7. What's high school like? stupid

8. How can you get ahead in life? do whatever the hell i want.

9. What is the best thing about your friends? most of them r constantly sad just like me.

10. What is in store for this weekend? nuthin. i don't usually do stuff over the weekend.

11. To describe your grandparents?! old

12. How is your life going? not good.

13. What song will they play at your funeral? anthem of the angels

14. How does the world see you? very withdrawn

15. Will you have a happy life? i hope so. i don't wanna b sad anymore.

16. What do friends really think of you? never happy

17. Do people secretly lust after you? no

18. How can I make myself happy? listen 2 music rly loud

19. What should you do with your life? just end it already

20. Will you ever have children? maybe 1 or 2

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do? hurt him. what? gotta use my pocket knife 4 sumthin

23. What does your mom think of you? lazy

24. What is your deep dark secret? well, i can't tell u or it wouldn't b a secret.

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?  float on by modest mouse

26. What's your personality like? dark, boyish (although i'm a girl)

27. Which song will be played at your wedding? down by the water by the decemberists

28. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, you would be seen as... awesome

29. What are your aspirations? i wanna b a musician and when my band breaks up i wanna b a private investigator

30. What goes through your head when you wake up? why haven't i killed myself yet?

31. What is your name? aurore kristen cagnjer

32. Favourite activity? drawing

33. What is the name of your school? North Atlanta

34. What do you enjoy reading about? dark things, music, horses

35. What do you dream about? horses, baseball, fave celebrities

36. What kind of pictures do you look for on the internet? horses, baseball, fave celebrities

37. How are your parents doing? my dad's probably frustrated (working on his difficult car), but my mum, idk

38. What has been the highlight of this day? u don't wanna know. bad day. very bad day.

39. What do you think your best friend is doing right now? calling me stupid behind my back

40. What do you want written on your next birthday cake? "Rules Breed Rebels"

41. If your Mum called you into your room right now what might it be for? being rude or sumthin

42. What will you name your first kid? i honestly don't know

hemorrhage - fuel

i was given some questions by a friend this morning and am supposed 2 use songs i like 2 answer them. DISCLAIMER: this does not make any sense. if u get it, good 4 u. if not... neither do i.

1. How are you feeling today? sappy (sad) - nirvana

2. Will you get far in life? you're gonna go far, kid - the offspring

3. How do your friends see you? smells like teen spirit - nirvana

4. Will you get married? white wedding - billy idol

5. What is your best friend's theme song? something in your mouth - nickelback

6. What is the story of your life? diary of jane - breaking benjamin

7. What's high school like? rebel yell - billy idol

8. How can you get ahead in life? anything goes - AC/DC

9. What is the best thing about your friends? higher - creed

10. What is in store for this weekend? you are a tourist - death cab for cutie

11. To describe your grandparents?! hanging by a moment - lifehouse

12. How is your life going? garden - pearl jam

13. What song will they play at your funeral? anthem of the angels - breaking benjamin

14. How does the world see you? i stand alone - godsmack

15. Will you have a happy life? zero - smashing pumpkins

16. What do friends really think of you? big empty - stone temple pilots

17. Do people secretly lust after you? hopeless - breaking benjamin

18. How can I make myself happy? happy? - mudvayne

19. What should you do with your life? sail - AWOLNATION

20. Will you ever have children? once in a lifetime - talking heads

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do? click click boom - saliva

23. What does your mom think of you? get up - korn

24. What is your deep dark secret? turn so cold - drowning pool

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song? float on - modest mouse

26. What's your personality like? far from home - five finger death punch

27. Which song will be played at your wedding? down by the water - the decemberists

28. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, you would be seen as... bleed it out - linkin park

29. What are your aspirations? rock & roll - eric hutchinson

30. What goes through your head when you wake up? sail - AWOLNATION

31. What is your name? miss murder - AFI

32. Favourite activity? sing - my chemical romance (only mcr song i like)

33. What is the name of your school? world in my eyes - depeche mode

34. What do you enjoy reading about? died - alice in chains

35. What do you dream about? country boy - aaron lewis

36. What kind of pictures do you look for on the internet? judy & the dream of horses - belle & sebastian

37. How are your parents doing? scream - avenged sevenfold

38. What has been the highlight of this day? once in a lifetime - talking heads

39. What do you think your best friend is doing right now? rock & roll - eric hutchinson

40. What do you want written on your next birthday cake? ain't no rest for the wicked - cage the elephant

41. If your Mum called you into your room right now what might it be for? cold - crossfade

42. What will you name your first kid? i don't know - ozzy osbourne

43. What did you think of this? animal - neon trees

44. What will be the title of this? hemorrhage - fuel

well...

school's almost over. 9th grade SUCKED!!! lotsa fights, my depressive/angry moods, lotsa tests and quizzes and homework and projects, crazy-ass lit teachers (ms. brackin), douche bag study skills teachers (greenly), shit like that... but i'm not sure my summer's gonna b much better. i'm going to valdosta (ga), alabama, tennessee, and north carolina. imma b in north carolina fur 2 weeks and while going 2 valdosta, alabama, and tennessee, imma b on the power tour w/ my dad and am gonna b in each location 4 only a day. and we get from place 2 place by traveling on all back roads so as long as the drive may b, it's rly pretty. but i'm not real sure my mood's gonna change very much. i remember going 2 chicago last summer and while the parks were pretty and the city was very shadow-ish and industrial (which i like), i was in a pissed mood the whole time. i wasn't in that great a mood when we went to wisconsin 4 that 1 day b4 going back 2 chicago, either. i mean, the fair was fun and it was pretty cool going through the corn fields, but once i came out of the fields after the second time i went in, my legs were scratched and bleeding. and during the fair, it started to rain and my legs began 2 burn. it was so uncomfortable. so, what i was really trying 2 say in this post b4 i got carried away (which always happens 2 me), while i'm not rly looking 4ward 2 summer, i'm ready 4 school 2 b ovr, 2.