stupid remote control radio

i hate remote control radio. not bcuz of the music played but bcuz of the assholes who rocket it. every time i enter that chat room, someone has 2 say something that sets me off. bcuz they know it sets me off. i wish i knew what 2 say 2 make them angry. but they're just emotionless. they can't get angry. not at me, anyhow. i think maybe they're tired of me. i don't understand y. i mean, yeah, i'm there every day, but so r they. by now, anybody reading this (nobody, i bet) is wondering y i continue 2 enter the chat room if those dipshits pressure me every day. i'm not there 4 them. i'm nowhere near there 4 them. i mean, yeah... i try 2 talk 2 them and b nice, but i personally just want 2 rate and rocket songs. sadly the fuck faces bomb every one of my damn songs. they just don't understand that i'm gonna b different from bobby joe (making up ppl here). well yeah. bobby joe is gonna b different from suzzy jane. the ppl in the chat room accept the difference btween bobby joe and suzzy jane. but they expect me 2 b the same as them. no. i'm gonna say things diferently. i'm gonna think things differently. i'm gonna do things differently. i'm gonna take things diferently. i may say things they don't like, which i do need 2 work on, but they just go off on me. they can tell me that what i'm saying offends them somehow, but they need 2 stop arguing with me first. i will try 2 stop arguing with them, 2, but they gotta b as committed as i am. that statement may sound stupid 2 them, but i'd like 2 hear them word that differently if that's the case.

twitter and remote control radio

i was posting a bunch of tweets 2nite. there's this new thing called remote control radio. so i posted the songs that played. and added a few comments here and there. i missed the very last of my remote control radio tweets, though bcuz i was in the bathroom. 4 a second time. the second trip was scary cuz i thought i was gonna vomit. digestive problems r kinda like suicide bcuz they hurt SO FUCKING MUCH!!!! the scary thing about me is that i'm starting 2 compare things 2 suicide now. i should calm down a little bit with that.

youthink.com

i have decided that i might stop using youthink.com. the users r just a bunch of losers. they all think i'm a creep. every time i made a post they'd either make fun of what i said or try 2 prove me wrong. for one of my posts, i got a little nirvana happy ( not surprising since they're one of my favorite bands) and i said, "i luv u kurt. i miss u." ppl r just like. "if u luv him so much, then go kiss him." he was 27 when he died. i didn't even exist. so it's wierd just thinking about kissing him. ppl also said stuff like, "he died b4 u were born. u can't miss him." i can still say that, fuck faces. if i told them that, though, they'd just b like, "no u can't. and if u wanna know y, it's becaue i said so." who the hell died and made u president? they're always calling me stupid, 2. well, they're not so smart themselves. i'd like 2 see them pass the eoct i have 2 take at the end of this school year.

my job

i'm really starting 2 have questions about my career and life after college. where do i start? what jobs will accept me part time? what jobs will accept me full time until i can stert my own business? will my business do well? how am i gonna find ppl i can hire? WHERE am i gonna find ppl i can hire? if my business rly kicks off, will i have time 4 music and pets and family and friends? i wanna b a private investigator. but i wanna b a musician 2.

it's 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND STUFF!!!!!! i came up w/ that yesterday. we went 2 a party and my brother and i were gonna yell that @ midnight but we left @ 10:45. we were supposed 2 stay until about 1 a.m. and we didn't bcuz my parents r rly lame and r party poopers. so one of my new years resolutions is 2 get cooler parents. ones that actually like 2 hang out in little 5 points all day w/ the goths, emos, scenesters, druggies, and punk rockers. and ppl who have 2 or more of those qualities.