my moods

gotta lot of moods. sometimes, on a rare occasion, im happy. mostly im depressed or really pissed off. idk what makes me so depressed. im not real sure i care what it is, either. i just want it 2 go away. all i've wanted since i was eleven was 2 b happy again.  but it hasnt happened. i mean, ive been happy on a few occasions, but i wanna b happier than that. and about the pissiness. i should probably make a list of things that piss me off. and there will b a lot of things. cuz im just as pissed off now as i was about the things that made me pissed off up 2 this very day. so here goes (in the next post).