depression (commonly described as sadness but may also mean boredom)

i've been kinda depressed lately. not only have i been expieriencing overwhelming sadness but i've been pretty bored, 2. i'm not trying 2 complain, i'm just saying that if the few things keeping me alive right now didn't exist, i would have shot myself in the head already. all i need 2 live is the internet, baseball, football, my phone, horses, photography, criminology, books, plaid, and good music. out of the millions of things in the world, those r the only things. other than that, i just feel like dying.